Chronicles of Ebby showcases a more personal side of Ebby. Follow his thoughts words and poetry.

12.05.08
why are you so PARANOID?


12.04.08
listen to the voices in your head,
listen to the voices in your head,
before slumber, and dreams of forecasts, dream of me.
listen to the voices in your mind - let them control,
let them breed,
to conceive thoughts of me. concede to the conceited one...
for I've listened to my voices and for some reason I cannot stop thinking of u




12.04.08
If my only fault is social inequity then where does that leave me?
If I have never had a best friend does that make me my own worst enemy?
If I don't fit but cannot outKast myself then does that make me one of a kind-man?
Social relevance means little until it is grown up into importance physically..

If this demon would lift its self from my core would my soul freeze?
Channeling currents like channel on a large tube
Suddenly! SHE grabbed the CONTROL..
OFF! - Black Screams and Blank Screens




12.04.08
ALPHA PHI ALPHA FRATERNITY, INC.




12.02.08
For an hour I was taken back to the future
I hopped out of the DeLorean , took a look around and every one looked familiar.
The brothers and sisters smiled; a few cried.
I remember this place like a re-occuring thought. I remember him, what a
great friend. And there SHE stood, frozen in motion. EYES piercing,
Hair PERFECT... Skipping beats of hearts and hi hats, I fixed my hat and
approached. Caffeine naturally raced. Veins filled with RED shown BLUE.
HER essence engulfed me; 3rd DEGREE.

I realize that life IS. LIFE WAS. AND LIFE always will be a novel mystery.
Blessed is he that can walk in his foot prints and look at the
wreckage of corpses left behind. happiness deserted. Harmonies keys and
oceanic breeze. An hour has passed, and I walk back. Suicide opens its
doors and takes me back to the future. All I left behind was a drop of
me in tear form. I exhale. AND RELEASE...................





9.04.08
I looked in a mirror today!
I saw someone.
It was me.

I looked in a mirror today!
I frowned then I smiled.
It was Me.


I looked in a mirror today!
I broke it then put it back together.

I looked in a mirror today!




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8.20.08
I am a Man. I was a Child. Trying not to grown old too fast, Trying not to grow young too slow. Sleep on that.


8.18.08
Doing what makes you happy is key. Being able to find motivation from outsiders influences and not fall into the pot of peer pressure is the lock. Now turn it!


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7.4.08
Alone. Thoughts. Self. Strength. Movement

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5.30.08
We enter the sign of the GEMINI....... For the next few weeks, the most intriguing sign under the moons reach there peak of expression.

5.30.08
Last night I engaged, Lately I have been experiencing many souls like mine. In speech it is a movement of translated sound. Internally it is a connection you only dream of plugging in to. I am dialed in to the databases of fusion light sound and love.... I am an artist in the seduction WAR..

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10.31.07
Halloween! Did you know that in JHS I was traumatized and never liked the whole Halloween experience. Shame, because others seem to get a kick out of it, Ehh! I say bring the cheer of Thanksgiving and Christmas.

10.31.07
poetry entry:
"Seems that the bulbs have blinded me; Seems that I have been blinded by no longer seeing my past negativities;
Now the new path has been shed with that same light; A voice calls Welcome Ebby; A NEw me has ArRiveD!"

10.29.07
Man! I pledged for 6 and a half weeks; Let me stop skating, 6 weeks, 4 days, 3 hours, 28 minutes and 7 SECONDS; I would NEVER EVER take that experience back. Its funny when you train your mind body and soul to re-pledge and rededicate its self with only your mind as you dean. See you in 8 weeks.

10.28.07
I love you + A brief lapse in mental control = JUST FINE / I'm Sorry *[I Feel Better] Do The Math!

10.25.07
The attitude of worrying about money is a attribute I'm shedding from my mental library. Money is what you make of it and I believe a sound investment is money well spent. My Camera, which will open the gates to my dreams has arrived.

10.20.07
Having finally made the decision to be and incorporate into my daily regimen my fitness and health, at age 26 I have dropped 25 LBS; At 210 LBS, my goal is 200 by Christmas.

10.1.07
A +Positive Mental Attitude determines your physical latitude!!

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9.18.07
It only gets better from here. You know why? Because I said so and I visualized it that way.

9.16.07
This Kanye West CD s the best thing to happen to me since scrabble eggs.

9.15.07
It's crazy what the mind can produce and induce. I ask and it appears, I believe and it appears. Also balance is key to my growth, Hence my Yin Yang Tattoo. BTW - Happy Birthday KC - We have come along way.

9.1.07
The summer breeze and energies have given way to falls calm and potential wrapped in the silent fury of winters blizzards and ice winds. What's real is that no matter the state of the outside environment my soul remains on fire. The last 6 month shave been a reflection of the seasons of my emotions. Hot, Breezy, Cool Calm, and now Collected,... FINALLY

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8.25.07
This working out thing is getting addicting, AGAIN. This time I make it permanent.

8.15.07
It's amazing what a 3 mile run can do for your mind body and soul. It's amazing what 3 words can do to your spirit and mind. "Thoughts Become Things" - Thank You.

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7.25.07
The game of life; Whats behind door number 3?

7.2.07
Temporary stress relief is healthy, but like a drug you hope that longevity finds its way to reality before you tap out of your temporary resources.

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6.30.07
A state of chaos and confusion allows me to step back and press slow motion; for the 1st time I am not involved. Control is needed to stand on top victorious.

6.29.07
SOS, help is on the way, or is it? Family for me isn't what family is to you. A true growing experience.

6.28.07
Ladies and gentlemen. Faith is holding on to the bad as a reminder of where it is you don't want to be and where it is you do. I woke up and looked at my self in the mirror and was reminded of the man I will become. Love, Live, Life!

6.10.07
Today I reflect on 26 years of life. 26 years of growth and death. I sit here in an airport in Germany I look at the planes in front of me, and think of the wings that carry it on its journey around the world. My wings don't give up on me now.